Komingwina

Today Monday 31 Agustus 2020 the last day of this month I go to campus to fix the final project I will graduate this September and I still don't pay the debt 1.950.000 yet. Actually, my mom just give me about 1.000.000 already but i spend it all so i dont have money now. Damn it what should i do to get money? I wish i can find out. The title does not match but i dont care

hello my friend, i just wanna say that i hate the way my body look like, i hate the habit i am sit. like u know like a grand mother. i hate my posture that is why i need muscle. i need butt like to have it i need eat a lot of Chicken breast get the protein from it

hey want and need is different i know but i wanna muscle but don't wanna hurt my self, you know how it feel when u feel hurt after do some sport but the pain actually bring the muscle up, like a medicine  every pain is a one step to success. I am a smart girl and have a lot of gremmer and this is the way i wanna just u know level up my self more, i wanna bulid my muscle. 

 1. i cant go with out use wardah bb cream to protect my skin from ultraviolet damage after of course i do my skin care from lalimar aestectic i also use nivea lotion  2. after talk about skin care, since i use brace i have to clean my tooth after eat so i borrow little paste and tooth brush everywhere 3. after my twin give me this band watch i cant leave the house with out wearing it its real me band watch 4 4. i hate stink smile, so i buy this cheap cologne like this 5. i work at silver shop so i cant live with out this stud earring, bracelet, ring (but i lost it somewhere gonna have this that ring) and my mom give me necklace gold that i always ware. 6. glasses i dont have any problem with my eyes just alergic with dust hmm not even allergic just to keep my eyes avoid dust 7. i like my lips moist so i use lip balm i cant life without phone, my wallet, and water but i think its too general

well let me tell u today i also late. i arrived at office at 8.11 am and this is the eighteen time i'm late. yesterday i arrived at 8.23 am what a shame. I wake up today at 5.53 am prepare my uniform for today, clean my garden and take a bath at 7.30 i take a bath about 13 minutes and done make up about 10 minuet well i always ready to go around 7.53 and i know on my way to office is bout 15 minutes. well just image  if i take a bath at 7.00 done at 7.13 am make up done at 7.23 and arrived at office at 7.33 i will be too early. and maybe i cant clean my garden before i go. let make  table then. old habit :                                   new habit : wake up 5.53                              - wake up 5.00 clean garden 6.30                 ...

well after i complain about my condition, i feel bad but relief. i feel like i am so bad person who don't want wake up from the dark playground and action, because i'm human who have rational mind  i have to do somthing, i am not a monkey. what i gonna do : 1. i will make podcast in english 2. i will write my goals more 3. i will wake up morning and do sport every 5.00 4. take a bath 7.00 and go to office never late t least 7.30 i must go, because from my home to office take 30 minutes. 5. clean my house everyday 6. help my mom and don't share hate 7. be more greatful 8. finish my meal and wash the plate 9. wash my self and my clothes everday 10. all of that simple but u also easy to underestimate something, push your self win

why i feel that way? maybe because of my condition right now, let me explain it to you, today 17 Agustus 2020 i still live with my parent and i am 24 years old this november. I feel in this age i should live by my own life and not depending with my parent. my father is a cleaning service in health care near house but also a chef that have his own little shop at home we offer fried rice and some simple food for the price is about IDR10k-20k . my mother just a house wife who help my father at our little shop. So base on my privilege i am should increase it from very the bottom. my house roof leaked i have grandmother who is sick and my father everyday take care of her food and shit. i only life with four member in the big broke house.  Since COVID i don't have enough money to pay my phone debt. pay my graduation bill, my phone press, my petrol, or even pay 5000 to buy a food i also cant save my money to fix my broke brace or my dream next moth to go to Depok visit my twin. if i have ...

1. First Denim jacket its chick and easy to compare with other outfit, remember to were it with contras shirt if u have light denim jacket prefer to use black or more dark shirt. if the denim more dark wear light or white shirt inside. 2. Shoes so, I love when someone ware black boots like this, or pure white shoes or convers, i also like adidas. or nike  4. Sort denim pants, denim blue thick kind a type with long high waist, with little ripped, and white or black pants that comfortable, off shoulder also good.  5. For the last is the top i like something simple, like white shirt, stripe black and white, tan top gray, white, black, soft color green or red pink, nude color, dark blue, maroon, high heel also great.  6. Last but not least. is jewelry or accessories,