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Last day of 2022

Hey again. My name is Wina 26 year old girl living with her perents. Soo i need to build this habit in 2023 1. Take a bath before sleep 2. Work out before work 

Think logic under pressure, Can U?

Hello my name is Wina, know i really hate how people use their power to do what others want. They laugh at what u believe they like how they influence u, they pressure and push u to the limit and want you cry like a baby, use high tones, they bark at you and want you scare and run. But they just bark! Remember word that u want to use can be a sword to you one day, so speak careful, what can they do others than that? Just speak what u want to speak, with nice word. Do your responsibilities first. Do not assume, and use ur imagination. Use logic even it hard to process, people want the best for them self they don’t actually care about others, only them self. Remember that. 

26 Year Old Women

 Hi my name is Wina long time not writing here, so i just want to make more money because i need to go to Australia next year 

Wednesday 01 June 2022

 Hey i wanna tell u a story.  To be more clear  I will talk in Bahasa Jadi hari ini adalah awal bulan dan aku gajian seperti biasa setiap tanggal satu. Tapi ada yang aneh gajiku belum masuk jam 7.53 . Padahal aku sudah merencanakan apa saja yang akan aku belanjakan mulai dari pagi sampai sore malah berantakan. tapi ternyata aku mendapat surprise gajiku plus bonus dua digit masuk jam 08.24 pagi. betapa senangnya.. Biasanya jam 7.53 sudah masuk,  diundur satu jam. Parahnya lagi aku di indomaret waktu itu, untung ada mas mas baik bayarin aku dulu 127 ribu. Namanya mas Panca. Setelah itu aku langsung bayar hutang hutangku. lalu transfer bulanan ke keluarga. Beli bahan makanan untuk stok di dapur. Maunya masak tapi batal.  Hal hal yang harus di ingat: 1. Akhir bulan harus ada uang minimal 500k 2. Jangan foya foya awal bulan 3. Prioritaskan yang harus di prioritaskan

Wednesday 06 April 2022

woke up late  arrived after 07.00 only 4 teller i drop my polish

Anosmia

 I cant smell anything 

Nee to think

hey me again I know this is weird but have u experience seeing yourself in the future? I mean I can't see it clearly but just a sign. I woke up late today and I don't do much I don't go anywhere oh just take a bath and wash my hair sleep then I got my period today. My phone died and I wanna sleep but my breath is so stinky will brush my teeth then sleep

Second Day of May

hey my name is wina, today i woke up at 06.03 am then clean my room swipe the floor wash my clothes clean the garden i also dont go anywhere today oh i actually go repair my motorcycle but maybe not. So i come back home and watch anime until 01.37 pm

First day of May

Woke up at 07.00  do skiping 30 time straight  read weebtoon until 12.00 clean my armpit with wax for the first time go to kagemusha pay 128.500 with dina and eat yasicuka and drink cola and for dessert we order matcha and young coconut flavor go to salon and colour my hair spend 150k  at 05.00 pm we go to Miniso to by perfume , refill my room sense parfume, buy it again for my moms room, buy hands cream, eyebrows pencil, and go home. and i spen arround 500k today oh i also sending money to my parents like usuall afterthat i buy new cable charger for 55k and Dina must return it because she buys the wrong one. We eat dinner at home and talk about task at home like cleaing.  After dinner i brush my teeth and sleep

Tuesday 05 April 2022

I woke up late , arrived after 07.00 am, wear endek that i prepare yesterday, we teller complate, OCT pnc, just feel good..

Monday 4 April 2022

Have u ever feel so stupid? Yes i do that now. With all my Stupidity I don't learn from my mistake. Again falling into the same mistake. I know but I refused to accept that I was being rejected. I am a stupid girl with all my stupid imagination. tired reversal debt just 

Sunday 3 April 2022

so i still in Besakih with Kambie Sani agus and Dewi. After we arrived there the first thing we do we separate.. Kambie and Dewi gose to their Pedarman and  i am and Sani goes to Pande Temple. Then we must cross a junction and it was so crowded i even cant move. We stuck there like 15 minutes. After that we pray in the biggest and I take a picture for Instagram Stories and then we separate again then we cross the deadly junction again. Then pick up by Gojek pay 10k agin eat Pork at Bangli then go home. I am so sleepy Sunday morning but have to go to the dentist at 8.30 then go to Mok Sik house meet happy. Eat lunch there. Sleep there. Then go home at 01.00 pm then watch my phone then go to Miniso to buy earphones, and perfume room cost me 300k so I spend their days in a row a 92k 409k and 300k in three days only. What a great way to die. Ok back home eat corndog and Xio boba then i prepare my room and uniform for tomorrow oh i realy busy at phone because SEA and Rhamadan. Ok gonna ...

Saturday 2 April 2022

hey, i just wanna say that i dont do anything that day, wake early but grab my phone so I spend 9h 36m on phone. And so I decided must do something positive. Then I ask Dina and Manik to eat with me at Kelapa Muda Ubud at 5.00 pm then I eat a rice bowl but pour the sesame dressing too much and becomes too salty. Dina ordered a black burger with sweet potato on the side. Manik orders cheese spaghetti and milkshake oh I forget Dina's drink is cola and I drink young coconut. We eat until 07.00 because I should go to Besakih temple at 08.00 pm so we spend 400k on the food. And I am so proud am the one who pays the bill. Feel so happy. Then i go with Kambie and Sani agus to Besakih temple. Oh before that we must go to Kambies girlfriend home to pick her up her name is Dewi and we arrived there at 10.30 i guess then pay Gojek because the road so far from the gate. We pay 10k for one person and because i dont have cash Sani agus pay me for it. Then i will tell rest of the story tomorrow....

Friday 1 April 2022

Woke up late because  i am sleepy Arrived after 07.00 New task achievement  Not have breakfast  Brunch Eat Kagemusha alone Tranfer miney to my family  Pay my debt Take a bath Sleep well

Last day of March - day 19

Hey i write this blog on 1 of April 2022 and here i am ear alone at Kagemusha Ubud. Well last day of march was Thursday, So i were kebaya. In the morning i woke up at 04.00 or so then i arrived before 07.00 am. “I cant feel anything in my mouth seriously i just imagine it” intermeso. Well okey i actually forget what was i do when Thursday.   1. I do Surya Mastrindo 2. I were grey  3. I dont have money to buy lunch at cafetaria 4. Then i go home late because so many transaction  5. I reversal because CV form 6. Go to Shatala alone make a video 7. Eat ketoprak  8. Sleep because my phone die 9. Woke up at 2 then until 4 editing video

Wednesday - day 18

 hey i woke up at 4 take a bath with cool water and i really like that. I wash my hair today. my dad make me breakfast. I got selisih five million but luckily i only pay 150k rupiah. I buy Mcd today and borow Dina money 150k. I am not join logo contest. I take a bath before sleep. I also report tax payments.

Tuesday - day 17

hey again,  today I woke up at like 04.40 am forget. But I do wake up because I need to go to the toilet. I remember I see breakfast already done on the tables when I see the kitchen, find out that was my dad in the bathroom, and woke up earlier because he and my mom gonna go to the Besakih temple. Then I do my make up get ready to the office because I must do a lot of job today. And it must done before 09.00 am. so after arriving at the office I do my hair but turn out my hair is a mess. Ok, I give up with my hair. I am so into my job and don't have time to eat my breakfast until 09.00 am. Oh, I also buy my lunch at the cafeteria a bottle of water and rice with a little bit of other stuff. I get reversal today and I hate it. But it's not okay to pretend that was okay. So I will be careful tomorrow. I only have fifty thousand rupiah for two day.. God help me. Then when I am going home. I buy Noodle Doeloe Medan forget the name but it was recommended by my Ex and now that one of...

So lonely (day 16)

i am fell ugly sad and lonely, what a shame but just tomorrow i will rise up early because a lot of work waiting me at office. Today i woke up at 05.00 take a bath my mom made me a warm water and breakfast. I am the one who got there first. eat my breakfast while working and lunch first, edit video, collect voucher, eat noodle, drink Vsoy and Kusuka what a great meal. Thern home, go get signature. Then see my phone and sleep I LOVE MONDAY. Ok 👋 

Weekend fibes - day 15

hey again, Yo today I woke up early but I take a bath around 7 am the clean the floor. I also washed my clothes, then wash Kimi and Roxy our dog. I watch American Got Talent a lot and watch Adam Project on Netflix. Then at 12.00, I go to Mass to give Gita my uniform. Then buy Vsoy was so yummy and I love it so much. I will buy it again. I also buy Oreo. Then hmmm forget oh I also iron my uniform for tomorrow. Although I give Gita one I still have the others. I transfer Gita and my Mom debt. clean my face. Wash my bedcover. Buy an earring. 

I am so sick of jealousy - day 14

hey my name is wina and I am a little bit envious today of people who come to Joyland, Besakih, have a date because I want that but after I think about it I cant do to my condition so I cant be envious or overthinking.  1. I am getting period today so I cant go to Besakih 2. My phone dies every minute so it will be a problem if I use it in Joyland and I am too old for that 3. I must fix my attitude and services standard before hoping to join a competition like SEA i am still not doing my best effort (smile, say bye, and give marketing) 4. I dont have boyfriend  Ok thats all about my feeling i will love my self first then after that can love someone else. Ok i woke up late and take a bath then go badminton with Kambie Dina Hery and Kambie friends from DJP I am lost but that's okay, We eat at Laba Sari at 12.00 pm the talk about Eta who is pregnant for five months now. Kambie drinks his ginger shoot and we drink a bottle of water. After paying for 4 people, it is Rp 119.000 we l...

day 13

hey everyone, today I woke up on time to take a bath early because I wear a conditioner mark last night on my hair and I should wash it in the morning. Then it is rainy today so I wear my raincoat. Then because of it, I arrived at 07.09 am I also but my lunch at the cafeteria a bottle of water, rice with little toping and a shrimp cracker. After that i say hello to Mba Ayu the cleaning services. Then eat the breakfast that my dad makes for me while I working and doing my new jobdesc, so proud of myself. Then I take modal and lunch last then I feel so sick in my stomach because today is the first day of my period. I try to not get affected by my sickness and try to act happy. After that go to Mcd and eat with gita, i also see Frisca Arya Gung Ari Jesica roleplay, and inspired by them I hope one day I can be like them. Go home and sleep 

day 12

hey good morning, I am late today because I woke up at 06.00 am and look at my phone too long when I am take a bath. Arrived at the office around 07.10 and do my new job desc. So proud of myself. they do morning briefing and i am the only one who still working with Frisca. i feel pretty that day. Oh I am not eat my breakfast at home because I am late. So my dad wrap my bread and I eat it when arrived at the office. I also buy my lunch at the cafeteria because we do not get lunch as usual. It's only 12.500 rupiah soo is cheap. Then I make up and did my hair. lunch at 13.00 i feel today is so long i dont know why. I also get KUR referral but mba yenny take it. I must slow down. I need BNI life closing. today i hope i can get it. We do zoom until 7.30 pm then eat i order Mie Kober via gojek and make a new group. i get my money back. Then buy fuel. Then take a bath yeyyyyyyy finally after 3 day not take a bath before sleep i feel proud with my self 😊 i wanna be someone pretty like oth...

day 11

 hey, today I am getting my mood back again. As u know I getting mood swings for last week but now I am back with happy me again. I woke up at 4 am and get back on track. Arrived at the office at 6.58 am and was so proud of me. I don't count how many glasses of water I drink today but I thought it's quite a lot. Today is the first day we are not get lunch agin. So i order noodle and mpek mpek from shop pay and it was worth it. I use the voucher and it was only 37k rupiah. Oh, today is also my first day doing a new job and it's so challenging. Hope it goes well. And my junior also got their first icons. Hope they can pass it well, I am getting nostalgic remembering my first time. And today Pak Yoga gives us motivation to get referral BNI Life, Credit card, KUR, Flexi, etc. Am so glad that he is the one pick me up to become who I am now. Thank you Pak Yoga I will make u proud no matter what. Also after coming home, I go to Gianyar to eat with my friends, there is Kambie Sani ...

day 10

hey again today is Tuesday and I woke up like usual took a bath, arrived at the office at 07.09 eat my dad's breakfast. And doing my job desc as usual, but today I got a letter that I work in Denpasar. Not in Ubud anymore. my trainee also goes to another place. What I am grateful for today: I wash my head. Clean my bad before leaving, clean my face before sleep, having no problem with the transaction. write this blog, send an email to the tax office. Eat a lot before sleep. I am grateful for buying my family food. What i need to improve : take a bath before sleep, prepare my uniform for tomorrow, drink more water. 

day 9

hey today is Monday and I woke up at 05.00 am, as usual, I got to the office at 07.07 late seven minutes but it's okay. I eat bread that my mom makes for me. Then borrow her 10.000 rupiahs to buy fuel. After that, today is well nothing challenging. Just fine day, luckily I get ten thousand rupiahs to buy me fuel for tomorrow after office. Then I go with my friend to eat at Gosha. We talk a lot about people at the office. I hope I can be better next time. Smile more fast and correct. Can be a helpful person. And say hello to everyone. What I am grateful for today: 1. Find my earring 2. Breakfast  3. Done work early  4. Clean my face 5. Pay my bills 6. Write this blog What i hope i do better 1. Write my email tax 2. Drink more 3. Take a bath before sleep

day 8

hey my name is wina and today i woke up at 05.46 to write this blog about yesterday. Well yesterday is sunday i woke up at around  07.00 then bruw my floor and wiped it, wash my clothes and my shoes, and go to the dealer's motorcycle to fix my. And its done before 12.00 am then i am so happy can complete a lot of small goals that day. Oh i also prepare my uniform. Clean my shose. Clean my make up. And my room. What I complete: 1. Clean my room 2. Go to the dealer 3. Prepare for tomorrow  4. Eat at home What i regret: I don't my fuel to my motorcycle, buy an earring, see my phone 11 hours, get a cash. But thanks god i can leas today and wake up healthy. 

day 7

 hey, I writing this in the morning because I fall asleep yesterday. Well I do much yesterday  Wake up at 06.00 and eat my father's breakfast he makes fish and stirs green vegetables. After that take a bath and go to the Dentist and its rainy. Arrived there before 11. 00 am to change my bracelet. I chose navy blue and Dina transparent. The doctor is so nice her name is Doc Feby and the staff also so kind to us because we regularly come there every month. And they knew  we are identical twins, after that we go to McD and buy french fries, muffins, hot tea, and Mc flurry ice cream. After that give my friend clothes becae she wanna borrow it for take a picture. And we go to Arys store to buy: mascara, foundation, lipstick, moisturizer, un mosquito lotion, rat trap, liquid for cleaning  toilet floor, eggs, chili, garlic and unions, some vegetable, bread, noodle, all total 300k++ rupiah. After that arrived home. We eat noodles cooked by mom and watch phone until night....

day 6

hey today I just wonder why my dad look so old and tired I feel sad about it while what I just think is about my skincare and how to look pretty. Today wole up late rainy and arrived at office late 07.09 am its because the rain. My dad make me breakfast. And do my job as usual nothing special. Just i got 2 out going transfer to other countries. What i regret is i dont take a bath immediately after rived at home. What i am glad is I am done my pending form Eat a lot Write this blog Clean my face before sleep Plan for tomorrow  Ok just it hopefully i can do better tomorrow 

day 5

Hey, I am so tired and I hope the blog has some virtue that can type what I thought in my brain so I don't need to write with my finger. Today accomplished  Wake up and arrived at the office before 7 am Morning briefing before 8 Fell pretty and smell good Take a bath before slee Prepare for tomorrow  Pray because today is fullmoon What i regret: 1. Not send email to the tax office 2. Not write for tomorrow form  3. Drink less water 4. Borrow dea 3000 rupiah Thants for today and i will not complain about the lich because it is so not pleased. Especially the rice. Hope tomorrow is happy Friday. Oh i forget to mention. I gonna explain here what type of guy that i want 1. Have a future and plan about money  2. Tall 3. Have a lot of brother  4. Maybe like me too Ok bye

day 4

hey, I am so tired today. I don't know why here somewhat I do in a day 1. Woke up at 05.00 2. Arrived at 06.59 3. Eat lunch at 12.00 4. Home at 07.00 Today my mom make me breakfast bread toast with milk I wash my hair today. Bring my perfume. Selisih 133.600 Lunch first. I am grateful because I buy new stemple name, eat first, go home early, bring my sister food, but i am not drink a lot today so sad.. Now i will Get ready for tomorrow  Take a bath Make todo list Sleep at 23.00 Drink water

day 3

 hey again. today i woke up at 05.00 am then take a bath then arrived at office at 06.59 today is Tuesday so we wear Endek. i eat breakfast before go to office made by my dad its a fried rice and egg on top. i like it because it make me full until lunch time. i drink 3 refill water today i guess. after arriving at office we do morning briefing that leads by Willy he is so calm and good at plubic speaking.. I wish i can be like him. After that i do my job des as usual. Lunch at 14.00 and it is my favorite menu “Ayam Kalasan” so yummy i like the spice. The chiken is so tender. I am so happy with my lunch. After that waiting go home. At 07.00  What i am grateful for today: 1. On-time arrived at office 2. Drink water 💧  3. Take a bath before sleep 4. Write this blog What i wish i can do better 1. Not see my phone too much okay its better then yesterday 3.16 minutes  2. Drink more 3. Not reversal 4. Write more detail 

day 2

 hay this is the second day of writing a day in my life i woke up at 05.00 take a proper bath with cold water (i am so proud with myself) then looking at my phone until 06.00 then makeup and go to work at 06.30 then arrived at 6.59 then eat my breakfast bread and water. Work and teach my training until 13.30 then have some lunch then go home at 08.30 arrived at home don't know the exact time then eat then take a bath then look at my phone then fall asleep.  What goals do I achieve And greatful for: 1. Wake up and arrived to work on time 2. Having no problem with reversal 3. Take a bath before sleep What i need to improve: 1. Drink more water 3 refill / 1 liter per day 2. Before give to mba yenny check my signature  3. Dont look at social media too much today my screen time is 4 hours 

Long time not writing

 hey again. Long time no posting. I will make sure today I describe a day in my life, so I wake up at 9 cleaning my garden. After that, I watched TikTok until 10 am. Eat breakfast with Dina, my mom, and my dad. My youngest sister can't join because she is busy with her zoom meeting. After that, I wash my clothes. Take a bath then hang my laundry. After that me and my twin Dina riding my motorcycle and goes to The Dentist in Denpasar about fifteen minutes away from Ubud. But unfortunately, the dentist is full that day. So we go to the mall at eleven am then eat our lunch at Ichiban sushi. I order ramen and Dina ordered to plate of sushi. Then we eat yogurt at Jco until two past thirteen because we planned to watch Batman at CinemaXXI my opinion is 10/10 Robert Pattinson was soo cool and handsome. But Dina told me the other version is better than this one. After that, we go to get a new screen guard and chase for my phone. And go home. rainy. and we arrived safely. Thanks God.  ...