Komingwina

can i buy a syomay today? i only have 215.000 until 7 October what should I do: pay my skripsi : 50k pay my make up for wisuda : 100k  so i only have 65 until next month, if i buy syomay today 5k then it will be 60k for 7 days and i have to spend 8k per day less or more. ok got it so lets buy syomay :)

well here I am don't know what should I do with my time, actually now I am at office and should working and don't feel bad when I am get salary but what should I do? all the urgent things is done already, and just a little stuff should I do like : 1. reply email and WA about plating and our strategy during pandemic 2. buy a baking soda 3. ask GHL and SIM about tools and searching where i can get it 4. clean all the smith table and cupboard 5. know how much pt. saka gravir 6. follow up gravir and make invoice  7. prepare for monthly report 

Well this is the thing that makes my energy low faster than before, my grandmother sick and now my mother also sick I don't wanna take care, sick people, because I even don't know how to take care my self properly, I always have a choice and I don't wanna be like them in the future. 

Well i already not speak to my mom and dad for about a week, and this morning they ask me why i am doing that? Well i am in emotion and forget to make sure that my oil in the frying pan was hot or not. So i dont prepare it what i am gonna say and actually forget why is the main reason. So i just answer  “I dont like u” “And i just dont wanna be like u” ”You both dirty” “You both dont know how to take care money” “You both dont have a proper job” Just that, but if they ask me again i will said “You both don’t care about education” “You both too loud that should ask twice even u hear the answer, dont undersatand that i am old and if i say no its mean no, do not force me” “Dont tell me, show me” “Mom dont know how to ride motor bike, even use phone” “U think know what is the best for me but you dont” And more

Hey, this is me again, I actually need to read something today but end up writing here, so here what I thoughts: why people need money? I mean all wanna sell something to get money and that's good but why are they suffering for it? What is urgent? I wanna know why people try so hard to get something like money? We can make money from other ways that not produce a thing, like a review food, write a book, trading, modeling, reseller, photography, ect oh hey i should clean my houses now, okay bye

Hey this idea just pop up on my mind that is I wear white everyday cool right? Why white? Because it a statement of simple and clean, I wanna make my self OCD kinda, will do samething everyday like : Take a bath at 7 am and 7 pm (19.00 WITA) Will exercisese at 5 am and 8 pm (20.00 WITA) Eat oatmeal every morning in a white bowl and same place, same spon, and clean after it but before eat i will make sure i do a chores

Why religion is important in my environment? Why we should belive in god? What happen when we dont? The society will not accept us as a human? Can i ignore it? I cant  Why? Because we live in society