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WHILE I AM WAITING

Hai fellow, here I am now at office waiting for my meal. I am depress this day, why? because I thing to much about my future and my past too often. When I think about my future I have a calculation like this.. this November I turn 23 year old. If I plan to get married at 28 (deadline) I only have 5 years for now. Damn five year is really fast, and if I get salary around Rp 2.500.000 every mouth so that's mean Rp 150.000.000 cut that with my collage cost Rp 11.000.000 my dream bracelet Rp 6.000.000 and my meal and all the cost I probably BROKE. I am not ready to get married without enough asset. (to be continued)  

I AM 23 THIS YEAR

Hello, November ini umurku akan bertambah satu tahun, engga terasa udah 23 tahun aja, hampir setengah abad hidup dan sekarang aku mengalami stress, bukan yang berlebihan, tapi lebih ke banyak pertanyaan yan muncul untuk diri sendiri. Seperti apa yang udah aku lakukan selama hidup? apa tujuan selanjurnya? menikah umur berapa? sudah punya tabungan? mau bekerja dimana? aku terlalu focus dengan ketidak pastian masa depan dan penyesalan atas keputusan keputusan di masa lalu, seperti apakah waktu yang aku habiskan selama ini bermanfaat atau aku hanya membuang waktu untuk bersenang2 sesaat? entah kemana takdirku akan berlanjut, aku masih mencari tau, menurutku cara paling ampuh untuk mengetahuinya adalah dengan bergerak entah itu dengan menciptakan suatu karya atau mengikuti suatu kegiatan, Naif jika kukatakan aku tidak ingin berpergian karena aku ingin menghemat emisi karbon, dan menyelamatkan dunia dari global warming. Tapi pada kenyataannya aku ingin keliling dunia dan ingin ke luar neger...

I HATE BEING ADOPTED

hey, this is the fact that I want to tell you, first of all, welcome to my dark side. Truth be told I am born as a twin but I being adopted by my aunt and life with a step parent. Today 09 August 2019 I am very disappointed by how my stepmother told me what to do on her way!. So it starts with my decision who don't want to pray to the temple because I am born as Hinduism but questioning the presence of God. She told me to go outside and pray because that is my responsibility as a Hinduism. I refuse to accept it but I don't tell her because she is so strict traditional kind of mom who does all of the offerings to the God (that is believe doesn't exist) like since she was born. I hate the way she said to me all the way she is so tired prepare all the offerings! then why you should do it? I don't belive to the God soo why your beliefs must I follow!? I have a human right to decide which God I believe and I prefer to not believe any of it. I find out, she wants me to go out...

Try To Write Novel

Hai, today 08 June 2019 at my Bedroom nothing special about me, to be honest. I was born in Denpasar Bali 18 November 1996 and today I am about 23 years old (kurang) 174 hari. I am not believe in it but I am Scorpio girl, so its mean I am independent, full of passion, sexuality, not easy  trusting someone, hate when some one hate me, but really loyal if they got me. hobi saya membaca novel, untuk itu saya ingin membuat satu buku, entah itu fantasy or its biography about my self, my family, my friend, my love story, my envirotment, my education, what isu that I like, ect. Soo lets start with sort story about love, its not about me, but its about what I think mostly this day. I will give the tittle "Why must Married?" to be continued

My Carrier | Daily Worker, Audit magang, Staff Accounting, Tour Guide

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Hai, mau cerita tetang perjalanan karir nih, sebenarnya dulu aku adalah anak IPA lulusan SMAN 1 Gianyar tahun 2014 lalu memutuskan untuk melajutkan kuliah di D3 Akuntansi Politeknik Negeri Bali dengan bantuan Bidik Misi. Lulus Oktober 2017 namun aku sudah memiliki beberapa pengalaman kerja, salah satunya dan yang pertama kali adalah sebagai daily worker (part time)  pramu saji di berbagai villa seperti di Alilla Seminyak, Grand Santi Jimbaran, The Royal Santrian, The Trans Hotel, Bali Nusa Dua Convention Center. Tugasku ya menyajikan makanan dan membawa piring kotor ke bagian belakang, enaknya kerja part time itu uangnya dapetnya harian tapi kerjanya pakek otot semua hahaha, enaknya lagi kerjanya di hotel berbintang, dapet makan, dan seragamnya selalu wangi karena dicuci di laundry kusus karyawan. Setelah mengisi hari hari kosong waktu ngekos itu, aku akhirnya sampai di masa masa semester akhir dan harus mengikuti program PKL (Praktek Kerja Lapangan) selama tiga bulan. saya ...

A GAME OF THRONES 1st BOOK

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FIRST BOOK : A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE #1 Hey everyone, it's been a long time since i write on my blog, so yeah i am back!  This is one of my favorite fiction novel. Not because I had watch the movies, i even NEVER watch it. Actually i get this book recommendation by my my English teacher. I ask him about what is your favorite fiction novel? and he said Game of Thrones. So after one week i decided to go to Book Store at Gramedia Matahari to searching a new book collection, accidentally i found this book with the 2nd series, how lucky i am ! hahaha it's quite expensive since this book quite bold. 925 pages.  LUCKY me again i just get my salary at that time, so i just thought that i have destiny with this book. After i buy it and read the beginning,  i can't stop! how can it be possible, and i only have one theory THIS BOOK IS AWESOME! i mean how can the writer can imagine to write about a children found an albino wolf just like the Jon character. Yeah if the be...

Resume Book | Steelheart The Reckoners Trilogy by Brandon Sanderson

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Buku Terlaris #1 versi New York Times Telah Diterbitkan di 24 Negara Segera Difilmkan oleh 20th Century Fox "Ketegangan tanpa henti, kejutan pada klimaks ceritanya"-James Dashner. Steelheart menghancurkan ruangan, membunuh siapa pun yang dia lihat. Tiran itu bertindak penuh kemurkaan. Kemudian, gelombang energi terpancar dari tubuhnya, dan lantai di sekelilingnya pun berubah warna menjelma logam. Saat Calamity muncul, manusia yang terkena efeknya mendapatkan kekuatan super. orang-orang menyebut mereka Epic. Namun, alih-alih menjadi pahlawan, mereka menggunakan kekuatan untuk menguasi dunia dan menghancurkan siapa pun yang menghalangi tujuan mereka. Teror menyebar ke seluruh negeri. Bumi diliputi kegelapan. Para manusia biasa harus hidup di bawah tanah. tak ada yang berani memberontak, kecuali Reckoners- sekelompok manusia biasa yang mengabdikan diri melawan Epic. David ingin bergabung dengan Reckoners karena dialah satu-satunya saksi mata kelemahan Steelheart. dan ...